Bam: “I’ve never lost anybody I care about before and it’s my best friend! I was in arizona and I just remember I was with some friends having the best time ever and at 12:30 I just started punching out the windows of the rental van and ripping out the speakers and I don’t even know why, I wasn’t mad at anything or anybody and if it’s 12:30 there then that means it was exactly when he crashed! He was the happiest person EVER, the smartest guy, he had so much talent and he had so many things going for him. It’s just not right! It’s not right!”
Reporter: “How do you get through this? Alot of people have been worried about you.”
Bam: “I can’t…I can’t…….”
Bam: “It was the worst phonecall of my life…waking up to that…”
(Source: eyesvacantand-stained)
